Saturday, January 26, 2008

for kelsey

The "I've come to realize" survey.

2. I've come to realize that, when I talk:
i babble about random crap

3. I've come to realize that, I love:
my dogs because i dont have any even potential men in my life

4. I've come to realize that my true friends:
call me out on my crap

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
hope in people

6. I've come to realize that I hate:
coffee. today i brewed starbucks on my new coffee maker and its gross. so im officially switching to tea...for real now.

7. I've come to realize that marriage is:
suprisingly not what i want right now. u just have to be friends with ur husband and seclude urself and be all boring and adult. no thanks, i wanna hang out.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
disappointed in people

11. I've come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
when i left india and my heart hurt because i fell in love with all my friends there. they are just so fun!

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
will be upgraded to an iphone in october. (excited)

13. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
im really angry because im not a morning person...and because lola cant sleep past 7am...EVER

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
i pick out an outfit for the next day. it makes the morning process faster...

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things...if moving out is going to actually happen, boys, friends, dogs, and its really hot in my room

17. I've come to realize that I get on MySpace:
annoyed because i hate all the Ads and virus'

18. I've come to realize that today:
was really relaxing and instead of feeling like i "wasted the day" i shouldnt, because i got to hang out with the girls, and rest before things get busy again next week.

19. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
have a hard time falling asleep...like everyother night

20. I've come to realize that school is:
a horrible waste of time designed to torture people and waste their money and time

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow:
is going to be a long day...with homework which i havent done in forever and keep forgetting i have to do it

1. What is your full first and middle name on your birth certificate?
Esther Marie

2. Who sleeps in the same house as you?
mom dad brother lola bella

3. Who was the last person you have seen?
cassie just left

4. you see your boy/girl friend kissing another person, what do you do?
probably have some sort of an anxiety attack

6. Last time you were attracted to someone?
today watching flight of the conchords:)

7. Right now do you prefer a Strawberry Milkshake or a Banana Cupcake?
neither thank u. but i did have ice cream from cosco with nuts and it was AMAZING! i havent had ice cream in ages (for reasons i am not experiencing)

8. Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
uhhh yeah...actually i shld find it, i think i left it on the floor

9. Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
annie

10. What are you wearing?
grey sweats, old band shirt with huge holes in the armpits

11. What color is the thing you are sitting on right now?
cream sheets

12. Are you doing this just because you're bored?
yes yes i am. and because im not tired yet

13. What is bothering you right now?
how i put to much hope in the people in my lives. and i get disappointed in them and its not fair to them or to me.

14. How did you bring in the New Year?
makin out with a really hot fashion designer in new york (lies)

15. Was last New Year's enjoyable?
heck yes

16. I'll betcha miss someone right now?
a lot of people actually.

17. What does your last text message say?
still havent found my phone

18. Can you text 60 words per minute?
probbly..i have a sidekick and i pretty much am awesome on it

19. Are you high?
ridiculous

20. McDonalds or KFC?
well considering the mcdonalds people know me becuz i always come and get ginormous diet cokes and chicken nuggets there...i would have to say

21. Krispy Kreme, Dunkin Donuts?
no thanks

22. Target, Wal-Mart or K-Mart?
target is the best. wal mart and k mart are for ghetto people. but not in other parts of the country, which is so funny to me.

23. What color is your shirt?
black with white detail

24. Is that color your favorite?
light wood

25. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
maybe, theres nothing i really wanna see. this year sucked for movies, except juno and the darjeeling limited and pans labyrinth

26. Do you have cancer or diabetes?
not yet

27. How smart do you think you are?
i think im a little to smart and it gets me down

28. Can you surf?
i think surfing is kinda lame to be honost

29. Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
not really, unless its really good. im a bit of a movie snob i have to say

30. If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
save it for europe! yay!

31. If there were a large spider in your room, would you stay?
no, id just kill it right away. im really good at it

34. Would/could you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan?
ive done both and its not very sweet. u dont lose weight and u dont feel any better...however my allergies have gotten a lot better now that ive cut out a lot of foods, so thats lovely

35. Where are you right now?
bed

36. Do you like anybody?
not really. its sad.

37. What is your desktop picture?
jason shwartzman.

38. Can you draw?
yeah. i need to work more at it though, i wanna be really good

39. Do you like shopping?
LOVE it. its weird actually, but it totally puts me in a good mood when im stressed or tired and the shopping place isnt busy...oh gosh im in heaven then

43. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
since ive already been to paris and i really wanna go to japan, tokyo please.

44. How about Melbourne or Rome?
i didnt like rome, melbourne please

45. Do you have a guitar in your house?
yeah, but despite my attempts to build up callouses, i just cant play it. (my fingers hurt, yeah well now ur backs gonna hurt becuz u just pulled landscaping duty)

46. Are you listening to music right now?
no, the tv was on earlier and my brain gets sick of noise by about 7pm

47. Who else is in the room with you?
doggies

48. In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
hoodies are soft and cuddly and u can store things in the pocket and hid in the hood. jackets are uncomfortable, awkward, and useless once indoors.

49. Can you make balloon animals?
yes actually, a clown taught me when i was young (serious)

50. How often do you get onto myspace?
once per day at night or at work.

51. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
ive gone without it for months before (traveling) but i really really didnt like it. i never knew what time it was and i felt so helpless if something bad happened.

52. Do you have any enemies?
kinda...i few people in the world dont like me. but i dont hate them back, it just makes me sad.

55. What does your tenth inbox text say?
still havent found it...but i think i recently cleaned them all out anyway

56. How much cash is in your wallet?
i dont really carry around cash...its a horrible habit

57. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
yes, a few

58. Who was your Last compliment From?
the fashion victim at work complimented my purse and im trying to figure out how i feel about it.

59. When was the last time you were truly happy?
when i found a bunch of sweet deals last weekend shopping. i am the worlds best shopper.

60. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
yeah i think its really good for some people, and ive seen it work quite a few times

61. What are you thinking about right now?
im getting sleepy and how this survey should be called "sleep aide survey--guarenteed to fall asleep by the end of the survey or ur money back!"

62. When is the last time you made someone else cry?
i cant think of anything. i try not to be mean to people.

63. Who last called you pretty?
dunno

64. What last made you sad?
peoples lives

66. What made you laugh a lot last?
me and the girls making fun of each other all day. its the BEST!

67. Do you know anyone called Lucy?
cute girl at work. weird girl at school.

69. Where did you last sleep other than your house?
my hot new years fashion designers bed (lies)

70. What are you doing tomorrow?
kids church, deposit money in the bank, buy new ipod at best buy, homework (bleh), nap?, my church, more homework


watchin 90s teen movies

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