back in the undertow

blehhh im so stressed out again...

the end of the semester is always so crazy...i think just this week and next week are going to be rough but then i should be in the clear.

eharmony is kinda sucking...i have a ton of matches but the ones who want to communicate with me are frankly, ridiculous. there are some sweet looking guys on there, but they dont like me apparently:( so im frustrated but whatever, i tried it and whatevs.

work is great! still getting used to everything, sooo busy all the time. i love my job tho, its such good experience for when im a teacher and such.

i went to a small group pre-meeting 2 weeks ago at the church im working at...i was hoping to get connected to people my age since its been hard at calvary. literally, there were 3 other people there my age. it was kinda freaky actually. there are some other younger people, but they're all married and have children. its weird. anyway, i met this really lovely boy ive been daydreaming about. we kinda connected because there were so few young singles there, hes so pretty tho! hes an arabic translator in the marines at pendelton. hes done really soon and hes almost done with his BA in something medical...and he wants to be a doctor! hello dream boy! he seemed interested in me at the thing which was nice. afterwards i tried to write him off thinking i would never see him again, but i randomly saw him sunday in the courtyard when i was running around doing my kids stuff...we said hi but i wish i could have talked longer. its nice to have a crush on such a lovely boy.

Europe is all ready! i got everything booked awhile ago, and i have our day to day itinerary done for most of the cities too. we just need to buy our Eurail pass...when we have money...and then we're on our way!

the weekend before me and cass leave, all the girls r going camping which will be SO fun. we're going to beach camp! all of us! yay! its nice to have things to look forward to besides being done with school. i have summer school this summer which SUCKS. i have two weeks in between my current semester and the summer class...its just an upper division art class, but still...nobody likes summer school.

alright, i should rest now after my long day and 4 hours of homework...

lovelove.